Reformatted my com just a week ago, now its running fast and well, and no more the same problem occur. Took my Basic Theory on 18 March and passed on the second attempt, Praise the Lord!

These few weeks a lot of things came to my mind, thinking abt her again and my future, will i ever get to acheieve my goal b4 the age of 28? Somehow when i reach the age and getting closer to the young adult age, i tend to wan to get a partner by my side... But when will she appear? Not that i am desperate but hai, just need someone physically by my side... As my MSN nick now is "Shld i cont waiting? Who knows who happened after 2 years"? Who knows who will happened during or after the 2 years in army? For the time being she doesnt know my feeling towards her? Shld i tell her now? I REALLY dun wish to see history repeat itself again....

Last night b4 i slp, ah ma appear in my mind again, how time passes... she gone for 2 months+ Somtimes when i think of her, i still cannot believe that she is no longer with us again... But through her death, i learnt to appericate mummy even more... Just like last sun, i spend the night with her as it was her birthday...

Now trying to find a new job since i find Pizza Hut is not a lasting job that can be rely on... Oh God, pls find me find a job with better pay soon... In Jesus Name, Amen!